Saturday 8 September 2012

Love

I have always found inspiration in some person or the other. In every state and stage of life( here i mean school, college,office, housing society, etc)  there would always be these men and women ( sometimes much elder to me) who would suddenly become the person of my dreams. Yes its the obsession kind of thing. The falling in love kind of thing. Its not gender specific. It might or might not involve physical longing.

During this time there would be no one else i could possibly agree more to. These people would influence me with their intellectual prowess, the way they move around in the world. The admiration could possibly be stemming from the their following those principles/ ideals which i have always cherished. Or their complete disregard of some of those principles but strict adherance  to others. At one time, there would be only one of these people that i could possibly love. And the rest of the world would just fade away. Yes i am a one-man-woman woman( at one time). If its put that way.

Luckily, these people will know that i exist( i'm a morone you might think, but no read further please). Not only will they know, they will pamper me. And i would fall head over heels everytime i remembered how they had spoken about me or to me.

However, this fling would always end in a heartbreak with me realising that these people are not perfect. And i had just imagined a world that wasn't there.

Too abrupt an end? well, let it be. Just wanted to share this.